Dad, I Love you so much, and miss you dearly. There was so much that I still needed to tell you. I thank God, that I had the time I spent with you. My Heart is broken, you were the corner-stone, that held my wreckless life together. I always thought that I would go first, because I Didn't think I could handle losing you. Though I wouldn't want to hurt you anymore, than I did. I feel like your still here, I hope you know just how much I do LOVE you daddy. It seems like just a short time ago, when you would take me to the park, and I would pick Dandylions, and the garden we had, on Wilson Ave. Dad I fear for brian, that he hasn't started the process of grievence. I don't want him nor me to dwell on you moving on, just give him some help dad, and me too. I think about you everyday, and this is like a nightmare... I know I will never get over it, dad just let me know you can hear my words, and heal my pain. I think I have taken this the hardest, because I ALWAYS knew you were a SPECIAL DAD, and I was LUCKY to have 31yrs on this earth WITH YOU. I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE DAY, WHEN I CAN BE A BOY, HOLDING YOUR HAND, IN THE WARM SPRING SUNSHINE....Yuor Loving Son,
Scotty</b></font><br><br>
