Wednesday, October 30, 2013
Miss u mama! But now you arent suffering or in pain anymore. You fought your illness with everything you were and made it to 50. Thats will power woman! Too bad you lived in hell your time on this earth but i know you are in heaven now and in peace.I know as you start your new journey you will be watching over me and Chris and our children as ws continue to grow. I wish you could have got your way and got better to come down here and restart your life. You hung in strong though.You are a tough cookie! The doctor and nurse said they told you my final words I just hope you heard and understood and if you did please know I meant what I said!! sorry i didnt myself it was just too hard and i didnt want to believe it was that close to the end and once i got the courage and chance to call ya back that morning you were packed and ready to go to heaven! But i truely believe you waited for my call..you didnt leave til the moment i was on the phone. I wish i coulda said good bye. I hope you arent mad for my decision but I couldnt watch you suffer and i knew you were and hated it! You will always have a part of my heart and i will always cherish the life you gave me and remember the things you taught me and carry your special words and voice in my heart for eternity..until we meet again..i love you mommie...Loving You Always, your baby boo..xoxo
